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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 23, 2009, 6:16 AM
  • Mood: dA Love
  • Listening to: Milow - Ayo Technology
  • Reading: Intrigue and Love by Schiller
  • Watching: nature
Hello there. I know I'm incurably oblivious, so pardon me. And if you read all of my journal entries or at least the last few, you are able to understand that I keep planning things over and over again but... I never get around to really tansact what I originally have been planning for so long.

But, you know, there's always a way to kind of.. yeah, to get back onto the right track and that's what I'm trying to do like all the time. So you have to be indulgent to me, okay? (:

I didn't forget about the last poll concerning the theme of my next shootings. I already talked to the models and... planned. But as things go, everything came different. Don't mean these shootings will never come. I'm really looking forward to doing them. So I beg for your patience (and also for mine) and hope to find the time to really do what I wanted to do. In the meantime there will be other photos, random stuff, spontaneous stuff.

I'm very excited about whatever will happen, I hope you guys are still with me and as soon as I found out how to display some features in here, I will. If somebody knows how to, write me!
Thank you and regards,

Sammy



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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 6, 2009, 7:01 AM


Good morning starshine, the world says hello! Welcome to the journal of kero0ppi the frog. If you wonder why my journal looks so different - it's because I bought a deviantart subscription! For 1 whole year. Enjoy.


Work, work and more work.

I am up to my neck in work. School, home, projects, hobbies. It all takes away my time. I wish I had a "stop button" to press and then everything would go very slowly. But unfortunately I don't have one. Yet (and maybe you're happy about it) i'm planning again and today I hope to get to work on my gallery, load a few new deviations up and check out everything about my subscription. Guys, this is exciting! My head's full of new ideas, about to explode. Let's see how far I can take this. So long,
Sammy




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  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Razor Red Noise - The Ocean Floor
  • Reading: Eclipse (I don't like it)
  • Drinking: water

Long time no entry.

Wed Dec 17, 2008, 11:10 AM
Did you miss me? Haha. I can tell you, there are so many things to do, trips to plan, grades to work on... the last few months turned out to be horrible! I didn't know I could be so stressed. Obviously there is not much freetime left and my last shooting was in November. I just don't find the time but I instantly hope for it to get better next year.
You know, I got my Canon and there is one thing bothering me: Self portraits are difficult to shoot. It's not easy to hold such a huge camera yourself without shaking. And I really don't want it to break.
But I can tell you one thing: I'm planning a thousand things, so... there will be some big photoshootings but i cannot tell you when exactly. So I guess we both have to wait (=
I wish you an amazing christmas eve, a happy new year and a lot of creativity! Go out and take pictures! NOWWW!!!! (;
Okay... so... till then, my friends.

Clubs I joined:
:iconblacks-and-whites: :iconilovephotographyclub: :iconphotographersclub: :iconjustportraits: :iconnotice-the-color: :iconphoto--assignment: :iconredclub: :iconroseloversclub: :iconi--:

All of the clubs noticed above have my full permission to load my work up in their galleries or add my work in some other way to their galleries. Thanks!
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One more thing. There are so many people who are supporting me over a huuuge amount of time and also some people who have been watching me since the very beginning - so I just want to thank you guys. Without you I wouldn't be the same happy photographer as I am now. Thanks!

My first watcher:
:iconzombiekid13:

Friends:
:iconchaos-crash: :iconcoldinside: :iconskoulerin: :iconmimilein: :iconlumi-viech: :iconcuriooscyan: :iconcaigie: :iconshajana: :icondutadut: :iconmegahealth: :iconmonstrr: :iconsnowinthehand: :iconuncracked: :iconbeautifulexperience: :iconneonlichter: :iconvanloudless: :iconfallenforsakenangel: :iconthirdratedstar: :iconxxchange: :iconsmoozy: :iconinsane-theory:

Have a look at them, they're great! :heart:

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: David Garrett - Smooth Criminal
  • Reading: Als wir unsterblich waren
  • Watching: my latin vocabulary paper
  • Playing: with my new wallet
  • Eating: advent celandar chocolate
  • Drinking: water

Not much to shoot...

Sun Aug 17, 2008, 1:57 PM
...at the moment but (!) I'm trying to do the best I can.
So today I had a shooting with my girl Auri and her boyfriend in a river. They were freezing 'cause it was freakin' cold in there. Fortunately I only had my feet in and not my body. But there's no water that can be cold enough for me *_* I've often been to Switzerland (near Italy) in the Vale Versasca valley. There are some ice cold mountain rivers I went in... it took me almost half an hour! And you know, every single part of your body starts to hurt like hell because it's just so cold. But I love it.

Sooo... I'm turning 18 next month (finally) and my big Birthday present will be a Canon EOS 400D camera. So I hope I will be able to show you some results^^

Clubs I joined:
:iconblacks-and-whites: :iconilovephotographyclub: :iconphotographersclub: :iconjustportraits: :iconnotice-the-color: :iconphoto--assignment: :iconredclub: :iconroseloversclub: :iconi--:

All of the clubs noticed above have my full permission to load my work up in their galleries or add my work in some other way to their galleries. Thanks!

Hopefully soon:
:iconcheckered-arts: :iconflower-club:

  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Anthony Bourdain's voice
  • Watching: Anthony Bourdain o.O
  • Playing: memory
  • Drinking: coffee

Homophobia

Sun Jul 27, 2008, 1:08 PM
Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story:


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

  • Mood: Rant
  • Watching: Vidrar vel til loftarasa by Sigur Ros
  • Drinking: water

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